Tuesday, November 30, 2010

silence

yes, i have been silent lately.

it is reflective, because, honestly friends...

i am unsure of what to say.

i hurt so deeply. i want to give up.

i know i can't.

a friend gave me a card and thanked me for being real, for my authenticity.
i can't give up.

i'm less than 2 weeks away from freedom from the institution which keeps me silent. silences me. and i will be leaving it knowing i have not been completely silent. that i have touched lives. that i have brought change. that i am leaving it better than i found it.

then i will be silent for a moment. so i can hear the sound of out. the sound of no forced secrets. the sound of me.

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